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Demons and Possession – A Primer

Demons are thought to exist only in mythology; icons used to scare children into behaving “better” but not given any real consequence.  In early 2002 I was asked to do some work on a friend’s son who had been acting out.  He was 8 years old and my friend was concerned because he had been sent home from school after corning a girl during lunch and saying very inappropriate, sexual things to her.  This was not the first time in recent weeks where the child had begun to act out of character.  However, this incident concerned my friend greatly because what the child said was very adult in nature and he could not trace where the child would have learned what he said to the little girl.

So he asked me if there was anything I could do to help out.  I had been working extensively with ghosts/discarnates at that point and felt sure that it was something simple we could handle!  I noticed immediately that there was something strange in the child’s energy fields!  There was a darkness surrounding the channel at the top of his head to the upper chakra above his head, where the High Self is accessed.

I did not recognize the energy signature.  It did not feel familiar to me, but I knew instinctively this was “wrong”.  When Michael explained to me that it was a demon and showed me what we needed to do to take care of it, I was in shock.  I had not believed in demons or greater darkness at that point – I believed that all there was is Light.  I was not raised with a religious indoctrination of any sort, so it had taken a while for me to believe what I had been experiencing all my life!

There are thousands of different types of demons that attach to people of all ages, drawn to each person because of the emotional wounds that exist within that person’s being.  The wounds within a person send out a vibration and attract demons specific to that type of wound, so there are many, many nuanced forms of demons, different categories of demons depending upon their purpose, with some of the lesser ones no more intelligent than a 3 year old child.  The higher level demons are extremely clever and intelligent and extremely manipulative.

For the purpose of this article, we are going to explain two of the purposes they fulfill in their interactions with humans.

Humans exist in a reality that is based is a spectrum of emotional energetic frequencies.  This spectrum has both positive and negative ends.  Just as scientists help us understand that our world has polar opposites that repel, our actual spectrum has ends that repel each other.  But the truth of our reality is that without each end doing its job, our plane of existence would not exist.

So – we have Angelics who belong to the positive end and we have the detritus and the demons that belong to the negative end.  I have been asked many times why Michael does not eliminate Lucifer and the only answer I can give is the one I have been given.  He cannot eliminate her because they both have jobs specific to keeping this reality intact.

They are both multidimensional beings who have an aspect of themselves tied to this reality.  The part that exists here does their jobs and plays their part, but this is just a small piece of their entire existence.  When the Creator decides this particular reality is no longer needed, then they will have those parts released and returned to them – similar to what happens when humans pass on and return to their High Self.

On one end is Michael, slayer of demons and gatherer of souls.  On the other is Lucifer, she who is the keeper of the covenant.  Michael works with people, the Angelics, and with various energy groups such spirit guides and the Great White Brotherhood, while Lucifer monitors and maintains the demonic and detrimental corps which also interacts with humans.

I am extremely serious about this.  I realize that many people will have an instinctual withdrawing from the idea of these things, but I ask you to listen with your heart instead of to your head.  Your heart will tell you what is true and what is false.  And – it is natural to be afraid of that which you don’t know, but being afraid of demons is exactly what they need from you to be able to access your energy and your mind.

Demons have abilities that people don’t realize.  Demons will look into your minds and see all your fears and then they will use those fears against you.  Some people are subjected to the perception of physical pain to keep the demon secure in its ownership of its host. Some people are subjected to mental images to scare and torture them into submission. Others hear things that again, scare them and make them vulnerable.

Fear responses in humans create an ability for the demon to attach to the human and then slowly, over time, they will be able to pull themselves in further within the person’s energy layers.

Demons can scan the human blueprint and hunt for specific types of gifts that people possess.  Demons cause countless problems for people of every age group because they don’t care how old the human is – each one is an opportunity for the demon looking for their wound.  Thus, every human has demons attached to them regardless of their age.

Yes – everyone has demons attached to them = because every human has emotional wounds they have not healed, they have suppressed, and that they refuse to deal with or that they just plain don’t know how to heal.  Every wound sends out an energy signature that attracts the demons who are looking for that particular emotional wound.

One of the other jobs demons have is to stimulate and exacerbate those emotional wounds that they use to attach to humans; with this stimulation  they are able to bring the wound out of hiding, to force you to confront the pain, and then hopefully deal with the emotional wound in some manner.  You may choose to repress and suppress that emotional pain again, but if you do so, you will encapsulate the demon along with the wound!  Each time this process happens, all the demons attached are enclosed within your energy fields.

And so it repeats – them bringing the wound up for you to feel and you repressing the wound back down because you don’t want to deal with the pain.  Enclosing the demons inside of you, like the rings of the tree.  Cut the tree down and see the rings representing all the years the tree has been alive.  If you could be cut in the same way, you would see the wounds along with all the demons attached to you.

It is not pleasant to think about how many demons may be attached to you at this moment, but please don’t worry about turning into the little girl from the exorcist movies at any second.  That is just Hollywood nonsense and while possession is a valid concern, the majority of individuals today are functioning around the 70% possession level.

Just as functioning alcoholics have learned to function while inebriated – some to the degree that no one knows they are always drinking – most humans learn to function with demons attached to them because it starts when they are very young.

When wounds are not addressed, when someone is more focused on their pain instead of healing their pain, they will acquire more demons and detritus.  When one focuses on healing personal issues regardless of how emotionally painful they may be, a certain percentage of demons will be automatically released as the wound is healed.

It does no one any good to follow our society’s unspoken ban on expressing emotions, suppressing emotions and not displaying emotions.  Families who don’t talk about problems that exist within their family and then the children grow up to not talk about problems only continue this condition.  People who tell little boys, “boys don’t cry” or those who say to children you don’t see/hear/feel anything – it is just your imagination – are really doing a disservice to children.  Children are wide open and thus are very susceptible to demons because they don’t have the emotional knowledge that comes from experience.

I have a theory that a large percentage of individuals who are diagnosed as schizophrenic are really people who are clairaudient with their gifts wide open.  They hear voices in their head because of their gifts and then the demons amplify and multiply the voices because they will create the situation they want to create – a human who does not know how to ask for help and when he or she does, they are medicated up and thus become even more vulnerable to the demons.  Their attacks by demons are severe and constant – a never ending chorus of voices telling the they are worthless, unlovable, and a nobody.  Telling the person to do things they don’t want to do and then abusing them verbally when they finally comply.  That is what demons do – they abuse and torture people – demons don’t bring joy and happiness into lives.

And they LIE.  Some will try to get into your good graces in the beginning by telling you that they are a spirit guide sent to help you because you are special.  They will flatter you and play up to your insecurities and tell you that they love you and think you are wonderful.  Once you believe them, and allow them to stay in your energy fields, then they start not being so nice.  They will emotionally abuse you and convince you that others do not love you, isolating you away from those who do love you.

Some will convince you to do actions that they tell you will benefit you, but when it is said and done, you will have hurt other people in your quest to follow through.  When a being tells you to do anything that could be potentially harmful to another being that is a DEMON.  When a being tries to separate and divide you emotionally from those you care about, it is a DEMON.  And when it tells you it is going to show you how to get rich, famous, and be a celebrity – it is a DEMON.

I will also state this – people in power – politicians, political leaders, and religious leaders, all have very high levels of possession.  DC is a horrific energy location with tons of vortices all over the place.  It is a place steeped in demons and demon possessed people.   If you ever wonder why any politician or political leader fails to keep his or her promises then all you have to do is realize who that person is listening to.  In addition to those who are paying that politicians bills, I have viewed that politicians have a possession level of 95% or greater.  Which means they gave up their personal power of choice a long time ago to achieve their desires for power and influence.  Thus their actions and choices and interactions with all are guided by the demons that are attached to them.

 

During the election process it is easy to spot people who are possessed – regardless of what part they are playing in the political process, regardless of their stated motives – people who feed or play on other humans’ fears have a high level of possession.  People who are focused on dividing and conquering have a high level of possession.  People whose only focus is on what they get out of a situation have high levels of possession.

When you talk to people, look into their eyes.  You will feel immediately when a person has a high level of possession because you will instinctively know that what is staring back at you is not human.

I have encountered full body demonic possession multiple times in my life.  I want you to know that the person who is possessed by demons is truly no longer in charge and many times is no longer even inside the body – the demon has pushed them outside of the physical form into the etheric so it could take full control.  Humans are truly ignorant in today’s world on how to navigate the ether and thus will be paralyzed with fear – which suits the demons’ desires.

In the beginning stages of full possession, the demons’ control is temporary, but each time the demon takes over it will stay in physical control for longer and longer periods of time.  It takes a tremendous amount of energy to stay in a human body and the human body is extremely stressed when a demon possesses it.  Over time the demon learns to use the human’s physical energy and the body develops a greater tolerance for the demon using it, but in the beginning it is always temporary.

So what happens during the possession process to the mind of the person who normally lives in the body?  As we stated, the person’s identity is shoved into the ether for the time of the possession.  Sometimes the person comes back to consciousness without realizing what took place while they were out of body.  Sometimes they were able to see all that took place, but they disassociate themselves from it because “they did not do it”.

Well…I have a mixed opinion about that.  They may not have committed the acts the demon did with their body, but they gave over control of their body to the demon.  It is not a quick process either.  The demon starts out friendly, helpful, caring but it is not an act that can continue long.  Every interaction between the demon and the human allows the demon to further insert themselves energetically into the humans energy system.  The deeper the demon control gets the easier it is for the demon to manipulate the human into doing what IT wants the human to do, thus further enmeshing the demons energy with the humans.

Demons will cut off the ability for a person to receive guidance and energetic help from their high self, from their spirit guides, and from any angelics who have chosen to assist the person.  The demon will separate the human from those the human had cared about because it does not want the human to trust anyone but the demon.

BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW, THE PERSON CAN NEGATE THIS AT ANY TIME.

Yes – they can.  It takes strength of purpose and focused will, but a person can release themselves from the physical body possession by taking control.

This is not easy.  Just as any addicted individual has cravings for their delusion of choice, people can become addicted to a demons’ energy and interactions.  Demons can punish their host by causing pain throughout their body, they can make them visualize things that are painful to them to see.

But again – it returns to the person’s choice of free will and how they want to proceed.

There exists a small percentage of individuals out there who enjoy their “friends” who tell them what to do – for any number of reasons.  These people will not change regardless of what you say, what you do, or what type of prescription you put them on.  They will continue to do whatever despicable acts the demons tell them to do and they will watch while the demons take possession of their bodies and hurt others.  It is their choice.  One must accept that these type of individuals too are having a human experience and sometimes it is necessary to have people do bad things for others to appreciate and realize the good that can also be done.

I am not condoning – I never condone demonic possession.  If they come to me to get better then I help them, but I cannot force help onto any adult who does not want it. Cases with children under the age of 18 are different, for their parent is their guardian still and I can work with them then.  BUT if the child continues their actions or chooses to resume their actions once they hit the age of 18 then it is their responsibility and the parents have no say.

I have had a number of cases in the last 10 years where a kid went to college and experimented with recreational drugs.  In each of these cases, the kid was given something “extra” in their drugs without being told they were getting it.  Often this “extra” was acid.  This something “extra” sent them out into the etheric layers which is not a trip that should be made by the uneducated..

When a human presence goes into the etheric without any form of protection, they are like a light to which huge moths will be drawn.  They are vulnerable and unable to prevent demons and detritus from attaching to them.  These kids ended up with huge, life crippling situations for they found themselves unable to cope with the responsibilities of college, of holding a job, or for some, some even getting out of bed at all.  All of them ended back home in a semi conscious state of being, because they would drink or drug themselves up so they would no longer feel so acutely what had been done and what was continuing to be done to them.

There are steps one can take to free oneself from these negative vibrational beings, but again it takes force of will and strength of character.  It can be unpleasant in many ways and one must be committed to work through perceived sensations of pain.  At the time I was brought in to help these individuals, they were not in a place where they wanted to be healed and cleansed.  So I did what I could and then gave each of them the shielding exercise and instructions on how to call upon Archangel Michael for assistance.

It is a sad thing when people hand over their personal power to others.  I had a client a few years back who contacted me through a referral situation.  Her experience was not unique in any way, but that did not make it less sad.  She was young – just out of high school.  She had some ‘friends’ who had her spend the night. They pulled out a Ouiji board and called on spirits to come to them.  She did not believe in any of these things, so when they turned around and said they wanted her to be a vessel for the spirits to possess,  she foolishly agreed.

Not believing in something is not a defense against what can happen.  A token you wear around your neck, a statue in your room, and symbol tattooed on your shoulder – none of these things are going to prevent you from being attacked when you agree to it.  Just because you are home does not protect you either – there is no place that is immune from demons in our world.

I had three sessions with this child.  Each time – as soon as I started to surround her with the vibration of Light – she would begin to scream that she was on fire.  She was not, of course, but the demons were punishing her for trying to get rid of them.  We had several conversations about this, but she was weak in character and in mind.  So I ended the work.  I did as I did with all clients and provided her with the shielding exercise and steps to take to help herself when she was ready, but I don’t know that she ever will be ready.

I had a client recently who got herself into a similar situation, but her situation was created because she wanted to “meet up” with someone who had died.  She was not an energy worker and did not believe in demons so it did not occur to her that something bad could happen to her, which of course it did.

Why she thought this would be a good idea I have no idea, but the end result was a possession situation where she was receiving physical pain from the demons as well as hearing voices in her head.  I explained to her what she had done and the results of what she had done and she insisted that the being she had met with would never do her any harm, it loved her.

I explained to her that beings that are of light and love never meet you in the ether.  Just as a boy who loves and respects you does not meet you in dark alleyways, your angelics and guides are all about what is GOOD FOR YOU.  They are not into putting you into a position of vulnerability.

Again – just because you don’t believe in something does not mean you cannot come into harm’s way.  You will be damaged.  I have worked with many individuals to remove curses that had been laid upon them because they had pissed off someone whose family or friend dabbled in “dark magic”.  Well, energy work could be called magic by some, I suppose, and demons definitely will flock to where they are called to be.

When I do this type of work, whether it is helping someone reverse a curse, clearing a haunted house, or working with a possessed person I have to be very careful that I am not vulnerable.  I am very good at what I do, but hubris in this environment quickly leads to downfalls.

I have an associate who I do work on regularly.  She is a shaman and has worked with clients for over a decade.  She is skilled and experienced but she still calls me up regularly to help her because she has become contaminated with “something” from a client.

I help as I am best able, but we are each responsible for our free will choices.  I cannot help you reverse choices you freely made completely.  You will always have to live with what happened to you – you won’t go back to a state of happy ignorance.  And some people never feel physically 100% again.

I have been fortunate to encounter many lovely people through my interest and work in the energy community.  People shun me at times because they don’t want to believe that all is not Light.  I worked with a man who also desired to think only of the light, only with the eye towards the Love aspect.  He did some work with someone of great renown who asked him if he wanted to try something of which he had no knowledge.  He placed his trust in the practitioner and agreed to allow the work to be done on him.  This ended badly for him, for what the practitioner did was funnel detrimental beings into the person, which then ruined his life for many years with physical pain, psychological torture, and he almost committed suicide from the multiple attacks taking place simultaneously.

Unfortunately, while there may exist people with good intentions, one must ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS be very specific about who one works with energetically and you must always know what you are going to be doing with that person.  If someone asks you to do something you don’t know about – don’t just ask what it is and go along with it – for it is YOUR responsibility to be aware of all the facets of what you are agreeing to.

If you agree to something, even if you are lied to about that “something”, the end result is that you are fully responsible for what happens to you.  No, it may not seem “fair” but there is no fair – there is only free will.

So what I want to leave you with is this.  Hollywood has both simplified and glorified demon possession and hauntings.  Real trauma can be endured as a result of foolishly agreeing to allow some being or someone to interact with you without your knowing all the facts around the situation.

I strongly recommend that each person think about what they are agreeing to do every day and realize that you are the only defense you have against that which wants to use and corrupt you.

Being one with the light is important, but the Light won’t save you from your free will choices.  In these cases you need to know someone who knows what they are doing. That’s why I have started putting this information out on the internet – people need the help.

©2016 Julia Knickerbocker ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Fear, the Ego, and the Darkness Within

One of the basic precepts that the majority of spiritual teachers and Light Workers embrace to follow the Spiritual Path, to live the Spiritual Journey is that one MUST learn to recognize and release fear.

The nature of the human being is one whose root is a spiritual presence.  Each spiritual presence is separated from the whole and deposited, if you will, into a human form.  This hugely transformational process is tapered somewhat, but by the third year in the body the spiritual presence is fully inserted in the human form and all connections to the Creator appear to be eliminated.

This creates the reality of The Separation and these now-humans undergo varying stages of trauma.  The degree and level of the trauma are all dependent upon the family one has been deposited into.  If one is surrounded by Love and Acceptance then the trauma is lessened because one is still actively receiving Love.  For those individuals who were placed in families that are dysfunction the trauma will be greater for the separation from the Love of the Creator will be even more pronounced.

The Ego is a construct that provides support to the human in this world; it is connected to the fight or flight mechanism and helps to ensure that the spiritual presence survives. That is all the ego does – it does not add beauty and grace to the individual nor does it provide enlightenment, knowledge, or peace.  It is a construct that helps one to survive so the longer one lives, the deeper hold this construct has on the human personality that houses it.

To release the ego sounds simple, but imagine giving a fully grown cat a bath.  A cat who has never had a bath before.  Imagine taking that cat and plopping it in the perfect temperature water – just warm enough – and using a soap designed to not irritate the cat’s eyes or skin.  You have towels set up to immediately wrap your darling in as soon as all the soap has been removed.  You are ready.  You have prepared fully to give your cat the best experience possible.  And what happens?  The cat freaks out, claws the crap out of you and every object it can reach from the bath, yowls and raises such a fracas that your neighbors think you are sacrificing it to Satan, and you can barely get any soap on the darn thing before you give up and just wrap it in the towels to calm it the heck down when the cat claws its way out of said towels and runs to hide under some piece of furniture that has tons of dust bunnies underneath.  Score card reads cat = 1 and you = 0.

This descriptive is what happens every time a human attempts to release the hold the Ego has on it.  The Ego’s desire for its perception of survival will bash you all over the place that you would think it was Satan itself trying to punish you.  So what’s the point then? The point is to comprehend to release the Ego that instigates the fear within you must take tiny steps.  You must recognize what is you and what is not you and through that developing understanding slowly ease yourself out of the influence of the Ego.  This process will take years of heavy duty work.  YEARS.  Not weeks, not months, but years.  See cat reference above if you start to wonder why and visit it as often as needed to shift your perspective.

The Ego is an energetic construct, yes.  The Ego is an energetic construct that was designed to help each tiny human survive regardless of the emotional trauma received.  It does not correct the trauma – it is just the first internal support device you encounter.  In a perfect world (which does not exist) the ego would fade into the background as the loving home and family provided you with the support system to develop your own personality in a non-judgmental environment.  Again – this is perfect world scenario.

For the vast majority of us, our Ego has become a twisted, malfunctioning piece of us that does not fully recognize that is NOT US.  It believe that it knows what is best for us; at the same time it understands that should WE change the definition of “best for us” that its’ own survival is at stake.  So it fights to survive because a) it does not understand that what it truly has become is hurting us, and b) it does not have emotions so it does not care if its actions DO hurt us.  Again, dealing with a cat receiving a bath it does not want.

So why does it not just fade away?  What function does it fulfill?  One thing the Ego does, is bury our wounds and repress the negative emotions we carry within us.  While on the surface this might seem a good thing, the reality is when emotions and wounds are buried humans cannot heal them and grow from the experiences.  It is like amnesia – you have a vague feeling that something might have happened to you, but you cannot recall what it was or the circumstances around it.  Thus, the wounds stays present within you, active but buried, hidden through your unconsciousness of the memories, yet you need to heal them.

Why is healing them so important? As you live your life, from the time you arrived, deposited in the baby form, you experienced a variety of emotions, and many stemmed from emotional situations you encountered.  The negative situations – often inflicted upon us in the beginning by our own family members – emit a vibration to draw your attention to them to provide you with an opportunity to heal them.  These vibrations correlate to negative emotions, such as sadness, anger, or self-hatred etc.

Every day humans experience emotions all day long and as a child you were fumbling your way into understanding what the emotion was.  The true challenge was that you did not have a perspective to balance out the emotion you were experiencing; you had nothing to tell yourself that what you were experiencing was momentary, that everything was going to be ok, that disappointment is not the end of the world, etc. – the same things you tell yourself as an adult when you deal with situations beyond your control.  But through the years from baby to adult you have to learn these things, painful step by painful step.

And along the way, the Ego buried what it could, to try to protect you through its warped idea of fulfilling its role to protect.  So – every time you had a situation result in an emotional wound that was not healed, it was muffled, or buried by your Ego.  Try now – try to think back when you were two years old – what do you remember?  Do you remember being put down by your parents into a crib and told to go to sleep when all you wanted was for them to hold you?  Do you remember being hungry and waiting to be fed for what seemed like an eternity?  As an adult you might rationalize these experiences and say you were not harmed by them, but I say yes, yes, you did experience harm in that you had an emotional need that was not recognized, met, or ultimately healed. And for some individuals, their wounds are much deeper than these simple examples.

Unmet emotional needs are wounds within that transition into issues such as lack of self-worth, lack of self-esteem, inability to show emotions or to show others love and compassion.  We are emotional beings – that is how humans are designed – and when we are not functioning appropriately then we are dysfunctional and that dysfunction needs to be addressed.

If we do not address dysfunction immediately, then we will have opportunities to address them in the future.  One way this is done is by having the same experience repeated so the wound is brought to the surface for you to recognize and address.  Within family situations this is extremely common.  If your brother gets more attention from your parents because he is the first born and you don’t, then you will repeatedly experience the pain you feel from this favoritism until you learn that your parents’ inability to show you both love equally is not a reflection upon you, it is a reflection upon their dysfunction.

Learning this means reaching a deep level within you and allowing the healing to take place.  It does not mean that you stop at just saying it over and over to yourself, though that is often the first step in the process for many people.  You have to dig in and uncover all those old wounds that have been covered up and then you have to allow the healing to take place. Healing may start at a counselor’s office to help you recognize what requires attention, but a counselor cannot heal you – only you can heal yourself.

To truly heal this situation you must uncover it at the root level.  So you may revisit this wounds many times in the process to obtain the root level.  Once you obtain the root level it must be healed just as the other levels were healed.  Healing takes place when you are able to change the emotional vibration from the wounded state to a balanced and healthy state.  To do this, you must offset the pain with Love and that Love must come from inside you.  It does not need to be your own personal love because, quite frankly, in a wounded state you don’t have that much Love to heal it.  You must go within and make contact with your spiritual presence, your High Self, and allow that energy to flow within you.

This reconnection with your High Self takes work – you don’t just flip a switch – and is often best done in a meditative state where you clearly state you want your High Self to assist you with healing this wound.  You can also call upon the Angelics of Light to also channel energy into you to facilitate healing.  They are beings of pure Love – it is the only state of being they know – and are excellent and sharing their Love for you with you.  But if you are not comfortable with that for any reason, then focus on reconnecting with your High Self and ask for help to heal.

The healing process is unique for each individual and unique for each wound.  I can guarantee you that you will eventually heal if you use this process, but you will go through a myriad of emotions to obtain that healing and some of those emotions will not be pleasant.  You will not be filled with Joy during the process – it will be exhausting and you may feel terrible throughout the process, but you must have fortitude and push yourself through the discomfort for only then will you get to that root level.

You are not the first person to go through this process.  You won’t be the last.  But every time you give up and say, “this is too hard” you will have to revisit that wound until you no longer feel any pain or discomfort.  How will you know when it is healed?  When you no longer feel any emotional response to the situation except for Peace.  You look at your brother and you have no anger or jealousy towards him nor do you harbor anger or resentment towards your parents.  You will no longer notice when the same scenario is played out by others in front of you.  You feel nothing but Peace regarding that situation. When you feel Peace then you will know that particular wound is healed.

This sounds somewhat simple, though emotionally draining.  The truth is a bit more convoluted that this.  As we stated above, every wound you experience that is not addressed emits a vibration to draw attention to it for healing purposes.  This vibration is noticed by others.  Empathy is a Gift that some people possess that allow the person to feel others’ emotional wounds.  Many Empaths, also called Sensitives, are drawn to Light and Energy healing practices to facilitate others’ healing experiences.  Utilizing an energy practitioner can be a great way to start your healing process, so look for someone you feel comfortable with before allowing someone to work on you.  thespiritualmentor.org has outlined some guidelines to help you select a practitioner.

In addition to Empaths and sensitives, the vibration emitted is recognized by various types of Dark Beings.  Your wound emits a particular vibration which then attracts detritus and demons designed to pick up that particular vibration.  This is the way they are designed – it is not random.  They don’t just float by and say, ooh, there’s that girl whose mother came to Mother/Daughter Day at school when you were 8 years old and showed up drunk and embarrassed you.  They are attracted by the vibration emitted by the wound they are attuned to through their design.  Believe me – there are thousands upon thousands of different demons and they each are attuned to an emotional resonance emitted by humans. It is part of the duality that exists on the Earth Plane.

The crazy part is that you have not one demon, but potentially thousands of demons attached to each wound within you.  As soon as the wound occurs you will attract a demon’s attention.  If it does not feel Love healing the wound, it will work its way through your energy fields and find where the wound is resonating and grab hold (in very simple terms).  The demon’s purpose is multifold.  Because of the nature of our reality being a duality, one purpose it has is to help you identify issues that need healing.  So as long as you emit emotions you will have demons attached to you.  These demons act as an amplifier, in simplistic terms, and then broadcast your emotional wound out even further. This amplification thus triggers in others either a) a recognition of their own wound (see Mirror Effect), or b) they trigger behavior in others to enact their version of the wound on you so that you have the opportunity to recognize the wound for what it is and take measures to heal it.

Have you ever wondered, “Why does this keep happening to me?  What have I done to deserve X?  Why does every boyfriend, girlfriend, friend, etc. do X to me?”  They do this because you have wounds that need healing and you need to step up and start getting your personal work done now.

If you don’t, if you choose to allow your emotional wounds to go untended, one of two things will happen – and neither of them are good for you.  The first is that your body will start shifting into a state of dis-ease and malfunctioning.  The reason this happens is simple – the energy that used to flow through your body and keep it in a perfect state is now tied up with masses of negative energy suspended within your chakras, your energy fields, and all the energy pathways.  These masses can block the energy flow completely or they may simply suck up so much energy that there is nothing to nurture the physical form itself.

When this happens, disease happens.  Cancer happens.  Organ failures happen.  Sexual dysfunction happens.  Imbalances occur because your main supply of energy for the human body has drained down to a trickle instead of the river it should be.  Have you ever seen a land where it used to be verdant but is not a desert?  That desert is your body, deprived of the energy it needs to thrive and grow.  By addressing your wounds, you release things that are sucking up your energy.  Every wound that is healed releases the energy it was sucking up and that energy returns back to you for your use.  The more you release the better your physical form will respond and slowly you may have the resources to reverse your state of dis-ease.

In some cases you may feel that you just cannot dig into that wound because it is just too painful. Trust me when I say that wound is killing you.  I had a client many years ago who was suffering from ovarian cancer.  The doctors had removed what they could but her prognosis was grim.  I sat with her for a while and spoke to her about the wounds that were present within her second chakra and tied to her first chakra.  These wounds still had a chance to heal, and the Angels told me she still had the opportunity to reverse the situation and live for many more years.  She looked at me and said, “No”.  She refused to consider digging into her wounds because the trauma was too great for her.  She would not even consider the idea of just meditating with the Angels to allow the opportunity to heal because she felt that if she did the person who had hurt her as a small child would “win”.

I honestly don’t know where her thought processes came from, but by not reclaiming her power through healing herself “he” did not win – the wound won.  She died less than six months after I saw her.  This lesson came to me relatively early in my career of doing this Work and it saddened me greatly, for she left behind a spouse and children who would have benefited in some way by her being here longer.  It was her choice, though, so I never argued with her – it was her right to make her choice regardless of what my opinion was. Will this happen in every case?  No, not everyone dies from their wounds within, but everyone’s health is impacted by them.

The second scenario is possession.  The more wounds you have, the higher number of demons and detritus and other Dark Energies you bring inside of you, and your possession percentage goes up.  The average human adult in America walking around today averages around 73% possession level.  Many are above that level, but that is a very accurate percentage rate. What does that percentage rate mean, exactly?

The higher the percentage rate, the more you have abdicated your personal power to demons you have accepted within you.  The demons who are attached fulfill their designed purpose, but they also have survival instincts.  It is better for them to survive if they are attached to you, so they will manipulate and lie to you to obtain as secure as possible an attachment to you and your energy.  This can take many forms, but the higher the percentage of possession one has, the more self-destructive their actions go.  In many cases the demons will convince the individual to take actions that will drive away friends and families.  This ends up creating a sense of isolation where the demons will then tell the individual that they do not need anyone – they are fine just on their own.  So the person will say ugly things to others and will do things that earlier in their life they would not do – or at least would not do without a good reason.

One of the most common situations I see when dealing with individuals possessed is that the person because untrustworthy.  They tell so many lies that no one can believe anything that they say.  Even close friends and family members will eventually stop associating with the individual unless forced to do so.  Interventions do not generally work with this person because he has the voice in his head telling him that he is doing everything “right” and that everyone else is working against him, or trying to hurt him.  He has believed the voice in his head for so long he does not recognize that it is a voice separate from him, that it is not truly a part of himself and he definitely does not believe that this voice would be lying to him or trying to hurt him.  So he chooses to listen to this voice (possibly one of many he hears) and rejects those who are trying to help him for he does not need their help.

Sometimes the situation the person lives in is very dysfunctional.  Behaviors that are not tolerated in many social environments take place within this person’s life daily and he or she does not recognize that life could be very different.  Drugs, alcohol, physical and emotional abuse are all part and parcel.  They do not recognize that they have self-love, self-worth, and self-value issues.  This is just the way life is, they tell themselves and it is only because other people have more money that their life seems different.

Whenever a person relies more heavily on the lies the demons tell them their possession level increases, the percentage rate increases.  In the example above, where the person’s family and friends tried to help, the demons influence would jump as soon as the person trusted the demons instead of friends and family.  This could easily take someone from an 85% influenced rate up to a 95% rate.  Once you get past 95% influence rate you are entering the full body possession level.  This is where the demon actually pushes aside the “person” and takes control of the body to do with as it wishes.

For many years I have noted that there has been an increase in trials where the defendant claims they did not do something, they had no memory of them hurting or killing someone so it could not have been them at all.  Yet somehow there is a video from a surveillance camera or from a cell phone showing the person doing terrible acts to someone.  This is what can happen when the demonic influence rate is that high.  Will the demons leave the person once they go to jail?  No…They are so enmeshed with the person that the only way they will leave is when the person approaches death. At that point, they will start to detach and find a new host so they can continue on.

These are all examples of situations I have personally dealt with – these are real experiences that I know happen all the time, every day, all over the world – not just the US.  My blueprint design is such that I can look at a person and give you the exact number of demons and detritus attached to that person as well as what kinds of demons etc. are attached to him or her.  I have a unique set of skills developed from my Gifts and Abilities to work with individuals who have these deep emotional wounds, covered by demons, and help them on their road back to healing and to the Light.  I am shunned by many in the Light Worker community because it is more convenient and easier for them to just push a mantra, a meditation, a book telling someone to “do this” and everything will be fine than it is to face the reality that is our duality on this planet.

Yes, it can be very scary.  For some people with severe religious indoctrination it is terrifying for them to consider that demons exist.  But everything has a purpose and a reason to be as it is – including demons. I am not afraid of demons; I have a healthy respect for what they are and what they can do, but I know how to protect myself against them.  Not everyone is meant to do this work – there are very few people who have the abilities to do this work in general and I have not met anyone alive who can do the Work I do, regardless of what they call themselves.

Take away from this – the simple fact that everyone has demons, demons are attached because of emotional wounds within you, and when you heal the wounds the demons don’t have a way to attach to you anymore.  This is good.

Now – how ready are you to get to work on yourself?  It’s all up to you now.

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Discarnates, Detritus, and Demons – Part 1

Some individuals call discarnates “earth bounds” or “ghosts”, “poltergeists”, and even “haunts”.  Unfortunately, I have learned through experience that many of the qualities and behaviors attributed to ghosts or hauntings are actually indicators of demons, dark ETs, and detrimental energy beings.

Our society possesses an incredible amount of misinformation developed from fairy tales, science fiction, religious mania, and Hollywood movies. The occurrence of an actual “haunting” stemming from discarnates is extremely rare – 95% of the time the “haunting” stems from some form of detritus or demon.  Discarnates are everywhere around people; they do not just linger wherever they died, but they are instead drawn to human life wherever they can find it.  Chances are that when you hear a noise upstairs and attribute it to Aunt Maude because she died in the house it is not really Aunt Maude.

Most discarnates are sympathetic, harmless beings who made the fear-based choice to stay behind because of their fear of punishment/persecution by their God.  The majority of discarnates have no desire to hurt or scare anyone.  There is, however a small percentage of them that are still extremely aware and who choose to actively attach themselves to living creatures – humans and animals.  Why?  Sometimes it is simply to scare, and other time it is in an effort to leech energy from the living being. These problem children discarnates can be ugly problems, but once identified they are easily removed.

By definition via Mirriam-Webster online, poltergeists are “a noisy usually mischievous ghost held to be responsible for unexplained noises (as rappings)”.  Unfortunately, in my experience, 95% of the time this is not accurate.  Very few ghosts actually possess the energetic ability to manipulate the energy on the human plane to create noises, slam doors, etc. There is that 5% that can do this, but in my experience the majority of issues stem from the demons or detrimental energy beings.

Another situation that people think are caused by ghosts are random noises that ping around a room or house.  While demons  and a small percentage of discarnates both cause noises, when the noise pings around a room or house like a bouncy ball on speed that is caused by dark ETs.  Dark ETs operate within a different realm, or frequency, than demons do so many times even a strong clairaudient won’t necessarily hear them.

Demons and detritus enjoy and thrive off the fear created by humans who are faced with the unknown and noises and actions that are scary.  Some will push or shove you, some can knock objects out of your hands, some will hide things so you cannot find them.  Most people just think they are clumsy or have just misplaced something only to “find” it much later.  That may be – but the emotional response you have when looking for something or when you have broken an item that is not yours or broken something you valued is what the demons are looking for so they can attach to you.

Humans are blessed with an extremely large emotional range and when the emotion drops down into irritation, distress, sadness, anger, and the myriad of other negative emotions that creates an opening of which the demons will take advantage.

The number and type of demons “haunting” a location can vary greatly; there can be factors such as pools, wells, and portals that can impact the demon or detrimental energy beings drawn to an area.  There are also one particular type of demon creates its own entourage. This particular kind can pull other demons to its side and make them stay there for as long as it likes.  This can obviously have a negative effect on an area and a person, and it will amplify negative sensations and vibrations throughout any environment it is in.

Needless to say, this can all be pretty creepy when you wake up at 3am with something looming over your bed.  But overall, the majority of hauntings are fairly simple to handle and within a couple of days to a week normalcy can return to the location.  Obviously each case is unique and some are more complex than others, but there is no magic fairy wand to wave and make it all go away in an instant.  When the issue is regarding a location or a house, we encourage you to have an onsite assessment of the environment to understand and itemize fully what is present and needing to be cleared.

When it is a person who is dealing with a high level possession – that is where they have turned over enough of their personal power to the demons that the person’s personality and actions have changed dramatically – then we encourage you to schedule a session immediately. While there is always a chance to redeem oneself at any time in life, getting the person who is in way over their head as much help as possible as quickly as possible is very important.

I have noticed a long string of articles in the news over the last few years of individuals who have no recollection of hurting or killing anyone, but where eye witnesses testify to the persons actions.  In some cases, there are even videos of the person performing the acts of violence.  Yet to them they have not done these acts.  In my opinion, no they have not done them – they did not use their intent to do them.  However, they have a very high degree of possession and the demon simply took over control of the body to do what it wished to do.  It is very simple; in many cases you can simply look into the eyes of the person and there is always a very distinct different between when a human is present versus when a demon has taken full possession.

Possession is not like the movies.  You don’t just wave around some incense, splatter holy water all over the place, say the Lord’s Prayer and voila – demon is gone.  While one can definitely help in the short run, there is a reason the person is vulnerable to the demons and that has to be rectified or the person will just acquire new demons within a short period of time.

Some individuals thrive off the idea that their location is haunted; some people actually try to make money off the story and promote it and use it as a marketing device.  Hotels, amusement parks, historical sites, and even towns will all promote that they have this or that building, room, or hallway where a ghost will appear and walk at a certain time and even specific dates.  Again, in my experience, the majority of these are not real hauntings. But for those where there are actually discarnates present, why in the world would you prevent them from being shifted on?

I have encountered a situation like this before, where the man in charge of the situation refused outright my help to clear the place simply because he wanted to make money off of the ghosts.  Just because they don’t have bodies any longer does not mean that you have the right to prevent anyone from shifting to the next phase.  How would you like to know that your grandfather was waiting for help but that some douche was trying to prevent him from going because he wanted to make money off him? Well, needless to say, I was not bound to follow his desire because he did not own the ghosts – no one does! – so I made sure the place was cleared of all discarnates.  The demons behind could have fun with the guy for all I cared at that point.

If you are in a place where the vision appears like clockwork and performs the same steps/tasks each time this is an emotional tear in the fabric of the energy surrounding the area.  An emotional tear takes place when something traumatizing on the emotional level takes place and the person being traumatized creates an energetic imprint on the physical location.

An excellent visual example of an emotional tear was actually in a movie I watched with Daniel Radcliff called The Woman in Black.  Take into account that this is just Hollywood, the scene when the small child is drowned when his carriage sinks into the moor is a great example of how an energetic tear might appear to someone.  It is actually the most common mislabeling of “hauntings” that exist.

Tears do not actively harm anyone, but they can overwhelm sensitive with emotional surges that do not belong to them.  I have personally cleared emotional tears that were influencing people negatively, but once the tear was healed they realized that they were merely reacting to the emotions locked into the location.  It helped them to realize that they were acting against their best interests.

While many ghost hunters crave hauntings for fun, when a situation is presented where there is a demon involved it can become quite tragic for the person to whom the demon attaches itself.  Many old penitentiaries and asylums advertise overnight stays during Halloween etc., to make money.  Please keep that in mind should you be weighing the fun of such an event versus the reality of possession – in general it is not weighed evenly.

Places such as these are heavily laden with emotional tears and with demons waiting to attach to the unknowing.  It is best to be cautious when entering an unknown environment instead of traipsing in with a camera looking for a good time.  If you are driven to go, then please refer to the shielding exercise we have posted on this site and USE IT to protect yourself wherever you go.  Believe me, if the place is truly haunted the shielding will not stop you from experiencing all the creepy sensations, but it will help protect you and your loved ones from bringing the creepy home with you.

There is a lot more we could write about regarding this, but we will save that for another blog.

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The People in the Closet

When I reached the age of 5, my mother would pull my curtains closed, make sure all the lights were off, and as soon as I had settled into bed with whatever snack she deemed appropriate (carrots, celery, etc.) designed to keep me quiet for a little while, she would shut the door to, leaving a tiny crack where I could hear their voices chatting and laughing or the sound of the TV playing in the background.  Little light filtered its way through the turn of the hallway into the bedroom I shared with my older sisters and I remember often feeling sad and hurt, from being disposed of in such a manner.

I don’t remember the exact date when I started knowing they were there, but I know I was between 5 and 6 years old.  I remember the bedrooms so clearly; my father custom built our home over the years and the bedrooms were large with large, double deep closets.  One night it started; my closets filled up with people who were all staring at me.  I would feel them and see them in my mind when I closed my eyes.  I knew they were longing for something, but I was unaware of what they were wanting. They were not disfigured or horrifically wounded, rather they were just perfectly normal – except they were all staring at me, crammed into the closets.  Some nights there would only be about 20 but other nights it seemed as if there were a great many more.  Some nights they would just stand in the closet, but on other nights one or two would creep around to kneel at my bedside with their head level to mine and just stare at me.  I was always careful to be fully covered by the blankets for I was afraid of what would happen if I they reached out to touch me.

Eventually, I would yell for my mother to come into the room.  I would babble that the people in the closet were staring at me and would not stop and she would just stare at me. Most nights she would check the curtains were pulled tight (they always were) and say that I was silly and that it was just the light from the kitchen causing the handles on the closets to twinkle, so she would then shut the door completely so I was surrounded by darkness.

This routine continued until I was around 7 years old – I stopped noticing them at that point, but now I know I blocked them out of my vision.Archangel Michael explained to me during one conversation that even as a small child my connection to him vibrated strongly into the ether, so discarnates (dead people) would flock to me hoping that I would be able to help them leave this plane of existence.  As an adult that provided some small amount of comfort that they were not just trying to tortured me by standing and staring at me all night.

In 2001, I discovered my elder daughter at 9 years of age tying things around her closet door knobs to keep them shut, and realized that like me they also could see dead people. At that point I began to teach my children to protect themselves, but that soon grew to teaching others who also could see and feel them.

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The Paranormal, Hauntings, Possessions, and Other Things

It is inevitable that either my students or clients ask me about various hauntings I have dealt with over the years.  I have had some amazing adventures throughout my life and I do hate to think that I have not yet written about some of them.  Some of them were excellent learning opportunities and some of them were merely annoyances, but overall I think dealing with “haunted” environments is my favorite thing to do, with the exception of full body possessions – those are my absolute favorite thing.

For many years I have joked (well, not joked really) that if I ever won a ridiculous amount of money in a lottery or some such game that I would find an old asylum somewhere to document, clear, and then fix up – maybe as a retreat or a hotel or something…which I would then hire someone to run for me while I went off to find the next fun place to clear.  I have received pretty much the same statement from my children and several students, “What?  Are you crazy?” and the answer is simply that I love a valid haunted house/environment.  Too many times over the years I have been disappointed many times when a place purported to be haunted really was not.  C’est la vie!

The pages attached to this page are going to be information along with stories of my adventures dealing with hauntings and possessions and other things that go bump in the night.  I would like to caution you though – this is not Hollywood, so some people might find the stories a bit boring and definitely with a LOT less blood shed!  Such is real life. Now and then I read some of my peers’ notes and stories and I have to laugh at the drama presented.  Some of their stories sound as if they are trying to pitch their story to Hollywood instead of trying to do the Work.

And for those reading this, I am always looking for the next haunted house to fill me with joy and hopefully provide a challenge!  So if you have a place needing clearing in the US mid-West, particularly the Illinois, Wisconsin, and Indiana areas, send me an email!  I am always up for a road trip, I do so love the work, and my fees are pretty reasonable when food and lodging are supplied!  🙂  If your place falls outside of the mid-West, contact me and we will see what financial arrangements we can work out.

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