A Warning…

I am seeing an uptick in cases regarding a particular topic and I feel now might be a good time to write about it.  There are lots of movies out there, as well as tons of books, comics, and other forms of media that are strictly fictionalized stories about demons, possession, witchcraft, etc.  These forms of entertainment have captured a particular aspect of the populations attention – mainly that of the younger people who are drawn to the exotic and unknown and even the idea of danger.  Unfortunately, this segment of humans has not yet learned how to discriminate between entertainment and accurate information.

The sad thing is, many of the writers of these stories do half-ass research on the internet to prepare their material and thus that really does compound the problem, because young people don’t understand that Trust must be EARNED – not just given.  This is because of the way they are raised, for the most part, that anyone in authority MUST know what they are doing.  Even the cynical children who think they know it all are still unconsciously following their programming, and are just absorbing whatever is projected into their minds.

The more obsessed ones will even go so far as to research information without realizing that 20 years ago the internet did not exist.  The information so easily obtained on the internet is not coming from instruction manuals that have been locked up within sacred institutions NOR are they coming from experienced individuals.  Simply because this information is sacred to whichever side of the equation and it is not likely to be published to the public because of that sacredness.  You had to earn your place to learn anything and so the information on the internet is 99.9% made up stuff that people felt “guided” to share with others.

So this gullible segment of the population are swallowing the information left and right without realizing that what they read on the internet or a book published in the last 20 years was most likely created for amusement or to make money.  NOT to pass along sacred rituals because there is danger inherent within all forms and sides of the paranormal and the occult.

So, for those who have made it this far into my rant, LOL, here is the warning.  Teach your children – regardless of age – to NOT DO the following, regardless of whether they believe whatever is happening is real or not.

  1.  Do NOT ever agree to be a channel for someone.  If that person wants someone to channel for them, they are not intending anything good for that person.  Otherwise they would channel the energy, being, etc. by their self!!!  Why would anyone share an honor, privilege, gift etc. with anyone else when they could get all the glory for themselves?
  2. Do NOT ever agree to any form of binding.  The Angelics and Light beings do not require bindings to work with individuals and if someone wants you to bind your energy to a demon, higher power, master, etc. then realize that if this being was so almighty powerful they would not need to have anyone (or anything else’s) energy.
  3. Do NOT take vows that have you agree to allow or assist any higher power etc. to use your body, your mind, or your energy in any way now or in the future.  Again – beating the dead horse – if this higher power was so powerful they would not need human beings.  Plus, you are a single individual and these vows can affect other lifetimes you are living in a disastrous way.
  4. Do NOT refute your personal guides, guardians, angelics, or High Self.  Some rituals demand that you turn away from all other guidance to listen only to this “higher power” for directions and you might as well shoot yourself in your ass if you do that.  These beings are here for your highest and best good – which means they are going to try to direct you from doing something stupid or detrimental to you.  Think you want to try what this is like first?  Go turn on your kitchen range, get the burner nice and hot, and put your hand on it.  That same instinct that prevents you from doing this stupid act is the same one you are telling you don’t want in your life.  If this is truly what you want to do, then please don’t breed before you die.  Yes, that IS harsh, but come on.  Let’s not be overly stupid here.

So, in short, put yourself first and think a bit before you do anything that you don’t have a super clear idea of how it is going to impact this or another lifetime.

I have dealt with multiple cases recently that all involved a teenage male and a female who liked to dabble, who thought she knew what she was doing and who is, unfortunately and ultimately, being lied to by her own personal demons feeding off her own personal wounds and insecurities.

Each of the girls carry their own issues and pain, yet each lacked the compassion for others that she wished was given to herself.  Each seeks to obtain “something” from others and does not really care about the ramifications – short or long term.  Each is willful and ignorant.  These are sad situations yet each has been easily rectified with a little education and redirection of attention.

The work is not yet completed – each of the males will have a few more roads to travel until they return to their “normal” state of being, but the illusion has hopefully been eliminated and maybe a little wisdom imparted to learn to think for themselves.

And, by the way, I have seen cases like this with both sexes being the predator.  It is not just young girls who do the manipulating – there are males as well.  So it is appropriate to teach this to both males and females of all ages, because it is never too late to learn to protect yourself and to put yourself first ahead of another’s desires.

What is Hope?

Hope is the expression of Faith through Possibility.

Sounds complicated or nonsensical even, but Faith is the quality that guides Hope.  If you have no Faith, then you are not open to Spirit moving through your life.  You are not open to Spirit creating opportunities and shifts and incredible moments of change.  All of these are things that your High Self (Soul) will use to give you a kick in the ass to get to where you need to be.  Sometimes they are synchronicity in action, sometimes they are painful to go through.  But regardless of painful or blissful, they are what brings change to you.
Hope, the purest sense of Hope, is the belief that all things will work out “all right”.  Many times, people use their sense of Hope to project THEIR idea of what is “right” onto a situation and many times what they want to have happen does not.  But what they need to have happen does.
Hope allows us the opportunity to allow Faith to come into our darkness to bring moments of Shift to us.  And Shift is oh so important in our lives.  We NEED Shift.
Moments of synchronicity are one of the most common exclamations of Hope in our world.  Things just line up and go bing, bing, bang.  What we thought would be arduous is easy and what we thought would take months takes days.  Sometimes that synchronicity is to validate we are doing the correct thing.  Sometimes it is to help us understand that we are not alone.  Sometimes it is just a knock on the head to say “hey there”.
But as we know there is no such thing as coincidence and we know that synchronicity does not just “happen” – not with all the things we have attached to us and everyone around us.  It is more likely that Murphey’s Law will kick in and something will explode dramatically than synchronicity will take place.
It is each of ours responsibility to feel hope within ourselves, for no one can do it for us.  Sometimes, such as in my case, we are not raised with any idea of hope – the word means zero.  Sometimes hope is linked to prayers where you ask for fairy tales and miracles to come true and thus you are continually disappointed and your faith diminishes.
You are taught in religion that God Works In Mysterious Ways.  Usually when something terrible has happened to someone.  And they don’t have an answer for it…they don’t know how to answer the question to the paper thin idea of God they teach people and why that God would allow “bad things” to happen to “good people”.
Bad things happen because humans respond to negative things and pain.  They feel those things and they have an internal response and change happens.  Positive things don’t cause change.  Positive things reinforce where one is and that everything is great – people don’t want to change because they think they will lose the happy thing they have.  Thus, terrible things will happen.
A child’s death can be the most negative thing that can happen to a parent – regardless of whether the child is 3 or 30.  However, a death before the age of 5 seems to strike the average person more deeply than when someone dies at 30.  “They never got to live” – that is what they tell themselves.
BUT there is a reason for the death – death is the most significant change creator to humans that exists.  So once you pull back from complete grief, the action is to see how the death has affected you.  Instead of nullifying the pain, examine it.  Use the pain to create change in your life and move from there – hope in action.
That does seem an incredibly dramatic way to take something and view it positively – Hope.  But we are each the master of our destiny – and in truth that means we are each responsible for how we view things and thus how we then live our life as a result.
Some people never break the mold of their family’s influence, even though they are deeply unhappy.  Regardless of what their High Self throws at them – and in today’s environment, it is oh so easy to degenerate into drinking or drugs to numb away your pain and stop actively living.  Many different things exist today as a form of addiction that take people away from actively living, that allow them to hide away.
And the High Self will throw thing after thing at you – to get you to wake up, to get you to change who you are – until the day you pass on.  The High Self never gives up.
And Hope exists to help you identify that which can be changed.  It assist you with allowing change to take place in your life…even when the change that happens is not what you wanted it to be.
So when the minister or priest gets asked “why”, the correct answer (harsh answer) is because they need to learn something, they need to grow in some way and they left Spirit with no other way to act than something dramatic and painful.  Yes, this is so, so harsh, but sometimes people need the stick at the back of the head instead of the pat on the head.  So that is what they get.
Blessings in disguise, when a door closes a window opens, look for the rainbow after the storm…these are all expressions of Hope in the true form, yet people don’t get it.

A Brief Exposition on the Demon Class

Archangel Michael has taught us that humans are capable of experiencing a massive range in the spectrum of emotions, with each person being able to experience the lowest of the lows to the highest of the highs.  Also, each human is created with the ability to reach out and commune with the Maker directly, even when one’s life path does not lead to the path of Ascended Master.

Because of the nature of the human reality, many “unseen” background tools are always “running” to help facilitate the human lifetime.  Help is a relative term, for what a human may term helpful is not always the same as what the Light would determine helpful.

One of the tools that runs in the background always are the demonic and detrimental classes of energy beings.  These beings were created as stimulus for humanity and serve multiple purposes, though their highest purpose is always that of the Light.  Demons et al are drawn to individual humans by particular wounds repressed inside a human’s emotional and energetic systems.  Different wounds emit different vibrations and each and every vibration draws a particular type of detrimental being or detritus.

These dark beings energetically connect with the human that emits a compatible vibration, gaining entrance to the human’s energy system because of the wound that emits the vibration – no approval or acceptance by the human is required.  The dark being will move through the energetic system towards the wound itself and the human will not necessarily every be aware of its’ travel.  This was not always so, but humans have devolved in sensitivity and awareness due to the refusal to embrace these parts of human nature, and so now it is this way for the vast majority of individuals.

This selective ignorance has created multiple negative side effects, but the important one in this situation lies within the human’s refusal to acknowledge the different sensations the energetic system relays to them while they also, in turn, continue to ignore the actual wound itself.  As the detrimental beings/items work their way in towards the wound, it/they will begin to amplify the vibration of the wound, causing the human to relax his or her control in suppression of the wound.  This is all part of the Light’s plan, for this gives the human an opportunity to address the wound again, in the hopes that instead of ignoring or repressing the wound the human will, instead, address and heal the issue, and ultimately grow through knowledge and wisdom gained from the wound’s experience.

Many individuals would prefer to believe that there is nothing but evil behind the existence of the Darkness, but that would be putting the Creator in a very small box, for everything serves more than one purpose and at least one purpose for all creations serves the Light.

Humans having a great capacity for emotions and negative emotions make up one half of that spectrum.  Because of that emotional capacity plus the ability to utilize their energy systems unconsciously, many times a single person can be in the position to affect others, such as being used to send or project negative energy forms to another person or even a group of people.  These negative energy forms can affect each person differently, but in the end, both the sender and the receiver are negatively affected by this sharing process.

The process is very involved, so this is just a very simple explanation of what happens.

When humans are young they do not have control over their emotions.  Many times they become swept away in their emotions as they do not know how to temper their emotions with wisdom or rationality.  Some children are able to develop this skill sooner than others, but eventually the majority of children age to a point where they will develop the skills – but some never do. 

It is unfortunate that human societies now do not encourage the development of emotional maturity, due in part because the mass majority of “adults” today are simply individuals who put their personal wants and desires ahead of others.  This self-centeredness causes various forms of hurt in others and because they are human, sometimes the injured party retaliates or forwards their hurt to others through negative situations and emotional displays.

Because emotional states are entirely subjective to the situation, the moment, and the individuals involved it is impossible to create an index of the different why’s and how’s.  It is, however, sufficient to state that when people who have experienced harm – emotionally, mentally, or physically – will unconsciously trigger an energetic fight or flight response system just as individuals would flinch from a flame after enduring a burn wound.

The fight or flight system – physical or energetic – is an unconscious defense designed within the human system that is meant to help keep humans alive during times of stress and trauma.  The ego, another tool for human longevity, is linked directly to this system as well as others and does not have an innate base of wisdom and knowledge, thus it is never wiser, smarter, or more mature than the individual to whom it is attached.

Thus, the majority of time an individual feels hurt in some way, the ego triggers to help defend the individual from the perceived attack.  What has hurt the individual is always dependent upon the wounds that exist within the individual prior to the perceived attack.  Darkness that is attached to an individual’s unhealed wounds will respond to a perceived attack upon its host for it has a vested interest in keeping the host in a place of submission to its desires.  Any possible attack upon its host brings the possibility of change into the environment and change can create a detrimental effect upon the Darkness’s ability to stay attached to the human host.

Along with the defensive reaction to the human’s perceived hurt, the Darkness may also, depending upon the relationship between the individuals, have the opportunity to use the ego and emotional distress to create a negative energetic connection to the perpetrator.  The ego has the same emotional maturity and wisdom of the human as well as the knowledge of all emotional wounds buried within the human.  Unlike humans, egos do not forget the why’s and how’s, though they do not always bring the full memory to the human’s consciousness.

Sometimes these negative energy connections will merely be used as a conduit to blast a negative emotion projection at the perpetrator.  Sometimes, depending upon the individuals involved in the situation, the connection will be a semi-permanent energy conduit to link the two together.

One of the abilities inherent to the Darkness is to create a negative energy connection; it is the skill they utilize during the process of attaching to the wounded individuals with whom they have located.  Once established to another human, the Darkness will be able to use this conduit for any number of purposes, immediately and in the future.

It must be stated, reiterated, and emphasized that the human is the responsible party in this situation and that any and all karma will rest upon the human, not the Darkness.  It is the human’s responsibility to grow and learn and develop in emotional maturity and when that is not so, then the High Self will work in conjunction with the ego and Darkness to create situations where the human is presented with opportunities to move further on the path towards healing and growth.

Does the Darkness do destructive things to the humans with whom negative energy conduits have been attached?

It depends upon what you consider destructive.  One must always return, however, to the primary guideline that even high level demons respond to the resonance within the individual.  This resonance guides the Darkness and thus, the wounds are what is important to consider here.

The majority of all negative energy attachments are created between two individuals who have an emotional history with each other; this history provides the wounds that require healing and thus, the energy connection is established.  The other attachments are allowed because of Life Lessons, one’s Life Path, and Karmic/Soul Agreements requiring resolution.

How can negative energy connections create healing opportunities?  The negative energy connection is linked to a wound within the individual; the energy stimulates the Darkness that is attached the wounds within the individual and this stimulation will cause the wound to consciously surface within the individual’s psyche.

Let’s look at some examples.

Example 1:
Mom assigns Teen to clean a room as a weekly chore.  Teen never wants to clean the room, avoids cleaning the room at all costs, denies not cleaning the room, and once threatened enough with losing privileges cleans the room very poorly.  The lack of accountability and responsibility frustrate Mom and she does not have the emotional maturity to reason with the child, she only knows how she was raised and that was with threats of loss.  After a neighbor comes over unexpectedly, Mom is embarrassed because the room was messy, and she and Teen get into a huge fight.  Mom and Teen say unkind things to each other and the situation devolves into a very unpleasant argument until both are unable to talk coherently.

Example 2:
Husband and wife are both unhappy in marriage.  Husband knows he ought to be honest about the situation and push for a separation, but he hates the idea of losing financially in the short and long term.  Wife knows he is unhappy but because he is not honest she does not respect him and considers him a coward and less a man for his inability to both communicate and be committed to either the marriage or to what he thinks he wants now.

Example 3:
A and B belong to a social group that meets once a week.  They have never liked each other, but are often thrown together because of this weekly meeting.  Neither wants to give up the social group yet neither wants to attempt to clarify or work through the animosity both unknowingly feel. At a particular event, A and B are thrown together and are unable to complete the project they were assigned because neither would extend past their animosity to succeed.

Example 4:
Father was raised in a culture where the children were seen and not heard.  After moving to an environment greatly different from the homeland, the Father experiences dismay and shock at how different the culture is at the new location and forbids the children from associating with the others they go to school with.  After discovering that one of the children stayed after school to work with another child on homework, the father beats the child as he feels is appropriate punishment.  The school reports the father’s behavior to the authorities and the children are all taken away for evaluation.  The father almost loses his employment when this is found out.  To keep his job and to have the children returned, he has to agree to terms he does not approve of nor does he intend to keep.  He decides it is time to move from where they live and secretly makes plans to flee once the children are back at home. The children, knowing their father’s mindset and beliefs, try to convince the government official to not return them for they are afraid of being beaten and punished for their father will not believe he did anything incorrect, so it must be their fault.

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Do you see how it is easy for the Dark to create a negative energy connection in each of these situations?  Emotion is key and in each of the situations above, one contributing factors is the lack of honesty to self and others.  This is, unfortunately, a trait that is out of control within human culture, yet is allowed to exist because humans have the Right of Free Will.

In each situation, there exists negative emotional situations, yet no one reaches beyond their current emotional state to grow their emotional maturity.

In each of these incidents, non-Love is the dominant emotional state and thus negative energy conduits, or chords, have been created between the individuals.  For the children under the age of 18, they will not incur particular forms of Karma as the parents have the ability to control the choices and situations.  For the adults in each scenario where either a Life Lesson, Life Path, or Agreement is present, they will not only create negative energy connections with each other, they will draw others to them with the same issues, creating additional negative energy connections, UNTIL the lesson is learned or the agreement is resolved.

 

©2017 Julia Knickerbocker ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

The Darkness Does Not Experience Pain

For many people, the Darkness does not exist.  They don’t acknowledge that there is “something” out there, for it is not within the context of their comfort zone FOR it to exist.

And for the majority of the rest, Darkness may exist, but they don’t believe it exists within them or around them, for they believe their imperfect Faith will save them, keep them clear, keep them “perfect” because they have followed a ritual of their chosen religion.

For the rest of us, We acknowledge that which exists, that which is real, and that which cannot be hidden behind the doors of the mind or behind the bars of a religion.  Darkness exists and walks among us in many different forms.  It attaches to us and attempts to poison our minds against ourselves – telling us that we are delusional, that we are crazy, that we are misinformed, or that we simply don’t know how to interpret the experiences we have had.

For those who are at this point, for who feel abandoned and alone – bereft of any comfort for their society has turned its back on your experiences – We are here.   We have traveled the path you are embarking on, the path you may have gotten lost on while searching for help.

As difficult as it may seem, while you alone may be perceiving the Darkness taking over many different forms of society, know that you are still with the Light.  YOU are still able to see and feel what others are blind to.  We are here for you, for we understand your conflict and your pain.

Do not allow the pain inflicted upon you to corrupt you, don’t allow it to change your way of thought or beliefs.  Trust in you – trust in your intuition guiding you, leading you through your suffering towards the Light that exists in contrast to the Darkness.

Choose the Light and it will help you.  Choose the Dark and it will swallow you until there is nothing left to give.  We are the Light.  We are here.  We are RIGHT HERE with you.  Let us help you.  The Dark does not know pain, it does not feel pain, but it enjoys inflicting it upon you.  The Light Loves.  The Dark does not.  Choose the Light.  Choose the Love.  It is real.

©2017 Julia Knickerbocker ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Fear, the Ego, and the Darkness Within

One of the basic precepts that the majority of spiritual teachers and Light Workers embrace to follow the Spiritual Path, to live the Spiritual Journey is that one MUST learn to recognize and release fear.

The nature of the human being is one whose root is a spiritual presence.  Each spiritual presence is separated from the whole and deposited, if you will, into a human form.  This hugely transformational process is tapered somewhat, but by the third year in the body the spiritual presence is fully inserted in the human form and all connections to the Creator appear to be eliminated.

This creates the reality of The Separation and these now-humans undergo varying stages of trauma.  The degree and level of the trauma are all dependent upon the family one has been deposited into.  If one is surrounded by Love and Acceptance then the trauma is lessened because one is still actively receiving Love.  For those individuals who were placed in families that are dysfunction the trauma will be greater for the separation from the Love of the Creator will be even more pronounced.

The Ego is a construct that provides support to the human in this world; it is connected to the fight or flight mechanism and helps to ensure that the spiritual presence survives. That is all the ego does – it does not add beauty and grace to the individual nor does it provide enlightenment, knowledge, or peace.  It is a construct that helps one to survive so the longer one lives, the deeper hold this construct has on the human personality that houses it.

To release the ego sounds simple, but imagine giving a fully grown cat a bath.  A cat who has never had a bath before.  Imagine taking that cat and plopping it in the perfect temperature water – just warm enough – and using a soap designed to not irritate the cat’s eyes or skin.  You have towels set up to immediately wrap your darling in as soon as all the soap has been removed.  You are ready.  You have prepared fully to give your cat the best experience possible.  And what happens?  The cat freaks out, claws the crap out of you and every object it can reach from the bath, yowls and raises such a fracas that your neighbors think you are sacrificing it to Satan, and you can barely get any soap on the darn thing before you give up and just wrap it in the towels to calm it the heck down when the cat claws its way out of said towels and runs to hide under some piece of furniture that has tons of dust bunnies underneath.  Score card reads cat = 1 and you = 0.

This descriptive is what happens every time a human attempts to release the hold the Ego has on it.  The Ego’s desire for its perception of survival will bash you all over the place that you would think it was Satan itself trying to punish you.  So what’s the point then? The point is to comprehend to release the Ego that instigates the fear within you must take tiny steps.  You must recognize what is you and what is not you and through that developing understanding slowly ease yourself out of the influence of the Ego.  This process will take years of heavy duty work.  YEARS.  Not weeks, not months, but years.  See cat reference above if you start to wonder why and visit it as often as needed to shift your perspective.

The Ego is an energetic construct, yes.  The Ego is an energetic construct that was designed to help each tiny human survive regardless of the emotional trauma received.  It does not correct the trauma – it is just the first internal support device you encounter.  In a perfect world (which does not exist) the ego would fade into the background as the loving home and family provided you with the support system to develop your own personality in a non-judgmental environment.  Again – this is perfect world scenario.

For the vast majority of us, our Ego has become a twisted, malfunctioning piece of us that does not fully recognize that is NOT US.  It believe that it knows what is best for us; at the same time it understands that should WE change the definition of “best for us” that its’ own survival is at stake.  So it fights to survive because a) it does not understand that what it truly has become is hurting us, and b) it does not have emotions so it does not care if its actions DO hurt us.  Again, dealing with a cat receiving a bath it does not want.

So why does it not just fade away?  What function does it fulfill?  One thing the Ego does, is bury our wounds and repress the negative emotions we carry within us.  While on the surface this might seem a good thing, the reality is when emotions and wounds are buried humans cannot heal them and grow from the experiences.  It is like amnesia – you have a vague feeling that something might have happened to you, but you cannot recall what it was or the circumstances around it.  Thus, the wounds stays present within you, active but buried, hidden through your unconsciousness of the memories, yet you need to heal them.

Why is healing them so important? As you live your life, from the time you arrived, deposited in the baby form, you experienced a variety of emotions, and many stemmed from emotional situations you encountered.  The negative situations – often inflicted upon us in the beginning by our own family members – emit a vibration to draw your attention to them to provide you with an opportunity to heal them.  These vibrations correlate to negative emotions, such as sadness, anger, or self-hatred etc.

Every day humans experience emotions all day long and as a child you were fumbling your way into understanding what the emotion was.  The true challenge was that you did not have a perspective to balance out the emotion you were experiencing; you had nothing to tell yourself that what you were experiencing was momentary, that everything was going to be ok, that disappointment is not the end of the world, etc. – the same things you tell yourself as an adult when you deal with situations beyond your control.  But through the years from baby to adult you have to learn these things, painful step by painful step.

And along the way, the Ego buried what it could, to try to protect you through its warped idea of fulfilling its role to protect.  So – every time you had a situation result in an emotional wound that was not healed, it was muffled, or buried by your Ego.  Try now – try to think back when you were two years old – what do you remember?  Do you remember being put down by your parents into a crib and told to go to sleep when all you wanted was for them to hold you?  Do you remember being hungry and waiting to be fed for what seemed like an eternity?  As an adult you might rationalize these experiences and say you were not harmed by them, but I say yes, yes, you did experience harm in that you had an emotional need that was not recognized, met, or ultimately healed. And for some individuals, their wounds are much deeper than these simple examples.

Unmet emotional needs are wounds within that transition into issues such as lack of self-worth, lack of self-esteem, inability to show emotions or to show others love and compassion.  We are emotional beings – that is how humans are designed – and when we are not functioning appropriately then we are dysfunctional and that dysfunction needs to be addressed.

If we do not address dysfunction immediately, then we will have opportunities to address them in the future.  One way this is done is by having the same experience repeated so the wound is brought to the surface for you to recognize and address.  Within family situations this is extremely common.  If your brother gets more attention from your parents because he is the first born and you don’t, then you will repeatedly experience the pain you feel from this favoritism until you learn that your parents’ inability to show you both love equally is not a reflection upon you, it is a reflection upon their dysfunction.

Learning this means reaching a deep level within you and allowing the healing to take place.  It does not mean that you stop at just saying it over and over to yourself, though that is often the first step in the process for many people.  You have to dig in and uncover all those old wounds that have been covered up and then you have to allow the healing to take place. Healing may start at a counselor’s office to help you recognize what requires attention, but a counselor cannot heal you – only you can heal yourself.

To truly heal this situation you must uncover it at the root level.  So you may revisit this wounds many times in the process to obtain the root level.  Once you obtain the root level it must be healed just as the other levels were healed.  Healing takes place when you are able to change the emotional vibration from the wounded state to a balanced and healthy state.  To do this, you must offset the pain with Love and that Love must come from inside you.  It does not need to be your own personal love because, quite frankly, in a wounded state you don’t have that much Love to heal it.  You must go within and make contact with your spiritual presence, your High Self, and allow that energy to flow within you.

This reconnection with your High Self takes work – you don’t just flip a switch – and is often best done in a meditative state where you clearly state you want your High Self to assist you with healing this wound.  You can also call upon the Angelics of Light to also channel energy into you to facilitate healing.  They are beings of pure Love – it is the only state of being they know – and are excellent and sharing their Love for you with you.  But if you are not comfortable with that for any reason, then focus on reconnecting with your High Self and ask for help to heal.

The healing process is unique for each individual and unique for each wound.  I can guarantee you that you will eventually heal if you use this process, but you will go through a myriad of emotions to obtain that healing and some of those emotions will not be pleasant.  You will not be filled with Joy during the process – it will be exhausting and you may feel terrible throughout the process, but you must have fortitude and push yourself through the discomfort for only then will you get to that root level.

You are not the first person to go through this process.  You won’t be the last.  But every time you give up and say, “this is too hard” you will have to revisit that wound until you no longer feel any pain or discomfort.  How will you know when it is healed?  When you no longer feel any emotional response to the situation except for Peace.  You look at your brother and you have no anger or jealousy towards him nor do you harbor anger or resentment towards your parents.  You will no longer notice when the same scenario is played out by others in front of you.  You feel nothing but Peace regarding that situation. When you feel Peace then you will know that particular wound is healed.

This sounds somewhat simple, though emotionally draining.  The truth is a bit more convoluted that this.  As we stated above, every wound you experience that is not addressed emits a vibration to draw attention to it for healing purposes.  This vibration is noticed by others.  Empathy is a Gift that some people possess that allow the person to feel others’ emotional wounds.  Many Empaths, also called Sensitives, are drawn to Light and Energy healing practices to facilitate others’ healing experiences.  Utilizing an energy practitioner can be a great way to start your healing process, so look for someone you feel comfortable with before allowing someone to work on you.  thespiritualmentor.org has outlined some guidelines to help you select a practitioner.

In addition to Empaths and sensitives, the vibration emitted is recognized by various types of Dark Beings.  Your wound emits a particular vibration which then attracts detritus and demons designed to pick up that particular vibration.  This is the way they are designed – it is not random.  They don’t just float by and say, ooh, there’s that girl whose mother came to Mother/Daughter Day at school when you were 8 years old and showed up drunk and embarrassed you.  They are attracted by the vibration emitted by the wound they are attuned to through their design.  Believe me – there are thousands upon thousands of different demons and they each are attuned to an emotional resonance emitted by humans. It is part of the duality that exists on the Earth Plane.

The crazy part is that you have not one demon, but potentially thousands of demons attached to each wound within you.  As soon as the wound occurs you will attract a demon’s attention.  If it does not feel Love healing the wound, it will work its way through your energy fields and find where the wound is resonating and grab hold (in very simple terms).  The demon’s purpose is multifold.  Because of the nature of our reality being a duality, one purpose it has is to help you identify issues that need healing.  So as long as you emit emotions you will have demons attached to you.  These demons act as an amplifier, in simplistic terms, and then broadcast your emotional wound out even further. This amplification thus triggers in others either a) a recognition of their own wound (see Mirror Effect), or b) they trigger behavior in others to enact their version of the wound on you so that you have the opportunity to recognize the wound for what it is and take measures to heal it.

Have you ever wondered, “Why does this keep happening to me?  What have I done to deserve X?  Why does every boyfriend, girlfriend, friend, etc. do X to me?”  They do this because you have wounds that need healing and you need to step up and start getting your personal work done now.

If you don’t, if you choose to allow your emotional wounds to go untended, one of two things will happen – and neither of them are good for you.  The first is that your body will start shifting into a state of dis-ease and malfunctioning.  The reason this happens is simple – the energy that used to flow through your body and keep it in a perfect state is now tied up with masses of negative energy suspended within your chakras, your energy fields, and all the energy pathways.  These masses can block the energy flow completely or they may simply suck up so much energy that there is nothing to nurture the physical form itself.

When this happens, disease happens.  Cancer happens.  Organ failures happen.  Sexual dysfunction happens.  Imbalances occur because your main supply of energy for the human body has drained down to a trickle instead of the river it should be.  Have you ever seen a land where it used to be verdant but is not a desert?  That desert is your body, deprived of the energy it needs to thrive and grow.  By addressing your wounds, you release things that are sucking up your energy.  Every wound that is healed releases the energy it was sucking up and that energy returns back to you for your use.  The more you release the better your physical form will respond and slowly you may have the resources to reverse your state of dis-ease.

In some cases you may feel that you just cannot dig into that wound because it is just too painful. Trust me when I say that wound is killing you.  I had a client many years ago who was suffering from ovarian cancer.  The doctors had removed what they could but her prognosis was grim.  I sat with her for a while and spoke to her about the wounds that were present within her second chakra and tied to her first chakra.  These wounds still had a chance to heal, and the Angels told me she still had the opportunity to reverse the situation and live for many more years.  She looked at me and said, “No”.  She refused to consider digging into her wounds because the trauma was too great for her.  She would not even consider the idea of just meditating with the Angels to allow the opportunity to heal because she felt that if she did the person who had hurt her as a small child would “win”.

I honestly don’t know where her thought processes came from, but by not reclaiming her power through healing herself “he” did not win – the wound won.  She died less than six months after I saw her.  This lesson came to me relatively early in my career of doing this Work and it saddened me greatly, for she left behind a spouse and children who would have benefited in some way by her being here longer.  It was her choice, though, so I never argued with her – it was her right to make her choice regardless of what my opinion was. Will this happen in every case?  No, not everyone dies from their wounds within, but everyone’s health is impacted by them.

The second scenario is possession.  The more wounds you have, the higher number of demons and detritus and other Dark Energies you bring inside of you, and your possession percentage goes up.  The average human adult in America walking around today averages around 73% possession level.  Many are above that level, but that is a very accurate percentage rate. What does that percentage rate mean, exactly?

The higher the percentage rate, the more you have abdicated your personal power to demons you have accepted within you.  The demons who are attached fulfill their designed purpose, but they also have survival instincts.  It is better for them to survive if they are attached to you, so they will manipulate and lie to you to obtain as secure as possible an attachment to you and your energy.  This can take many forms, but the higher the percentage of possession one has, the more self-destructive their actions go.  In many cases the demons will convince the individual to take actions that will drive away friends and families.  This ends up creating a sense of isolation where the demons will then tell the individual that they do not need anyone – they are fine just on their own.  So the person will say ugly things to others and will do things that earlier in their life they would not do – or at least would not do without a good reason.

One of the most common situations I see when dealing with individuals possessed is that the person because untrustworthy.  They tell so many lies that no one can believe anything that they say.  Even close friends and family members will eventually stop associating with the individual unless forced to do so.  Interventions do not generally work with this person because he has the voice in his head telling him that he is doing everything “right” and that everyone else is working against him, or trying to hurt him.  He has believed the voice in his head for so long he does not recognize that it is a voice separate from him, that it is not truly a part of himself and he definitely does not believe that this voice would be lying to him or trying to hurt him.  So he chooses to listen to this voice (possibly one of many he hears) and rejects those who are trying to help him for he does not need their help.

Sometimes the situation the person lives in is very dysfunctional.  Behaviors that are not tolerated in many social environments take place within this person’s life daily and he or she does not recognize that life could be very different.  Drugs, alcohol, physical and emotional abuse are all part and parcel.  They do not recognize that they have self-love, self-worth, and self-value issues.  This is just the way life is, they tell themselves and it is only because other people have more money that their life seems different.

Whenever a person relies more heavily on the lies the demons tell them their possession level increases, the percentage rate increases.  In the example above, where the person’s family and friends tried to help, the demons influence would jump as soon as the person trusted the demons instead of friends and family.  This could easily take someone from an 85% influenced rate up to a 95% rate.  Once you get past 95% influence rate you are entering the full body possession level.  This is where the demon actually pushes aside the “person” and takes control of the body to do with as it wishes.

For many years I have noted that there has been an increase in trials where the defendant claims they did not do something, they had no memory of them hurting or killing someone so it could not have been them at all.  Yet somehow there is a video from a surveillance camera or from a cell phone showing the person doing terrible acts to someone.  This is what can happen when the demonic influence rate is that high.  Will the demons leave the person once they go to jail?  No…They are so enmeshed with the person that the only way they will leave is when the person approaches death. At that point, they will start to detach and find a new host so they can continue on.

These are all examples of situations I have personally dealt with – these are real experiences that I know happen all the time, every day, all over the world – not just the US.  My blueprint design is such that I can look at a person and give you the exact number of demons and detritus attached to that person as well as what kinds of demons etc. are attached to him or her.  I have a unique set of skills developed from my Gifts and Abilities to work with individuals who have these deep emotional wounds, covered by demons, and help them on their road back to healing and to the Light.  I am shunned by many in the Light Worker community because it is more convenient and easier for them to just push a mantra, a meditation, a book telling someone to “do this” and everything will be fine than it is to face the reality that is our duality on this planet.

Yes, it can be very scary.  For some people with severe religious indoctrination it is terrifying for them to consider that demons exist.  But everything has a purpose and a reason to be as it is – including demons. I am not afraid of demons; I have a healthy respect for what they are and what they can do, but I know how to protect myself against them.  Not everyone is meant to do this work – there are very few people who have the abilities to do this work in general and I have not met anyone alive who can do the Work I do, regardless of what they call themselves.

Take away from this – the simple fact that everyone has demons, demons are attached because of emotional wounds within you, and when you heal the wounds the demons don’t have a way to attach to you anymore.  This is good.

Now – how ready are you to get to work on yourself?  It’s all up to you now.

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